Pain
Sorrow
Hurt
Tears
Will this ever end
I can’t take it any more feeling like this
I’m a mess on the inside
Trying to trust love
Will it come and never leave me lonely
I was wrong for trying to believe that
They say love is pain
You can win with it or loose it
You fulfilled a part of me that was empty only to leave me
The way I started before I met you
Why did you even take the time out to be with me
If you knew that you would end up leaving anyway
You said that you loved me but today you’re not with me
She has your heart now and I sit here with
A crying heart
All I wanted was to be happy
Be able to enjoy life with someone special
He loves me and I would love him
Nothing would be able to break the bond that we created
How long does one have to wait for that day
Tired of sitting here wondering
You’re happy
But I’m not
Where did the love go
Was it ever there at all
Will this ever end
I can’t take it any more feeling like this
I’m a mess on the inside
Trying to trust love
Will it come and never leave me lonely
I was wrong for trying to believe that
Pain
Sorrow
Hurt
Tears
A crying heart is what I have

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smoochzzz.....mwwhhh

my heart is crying out for everyone that losted their family and friends.and someone that they truely loved.i most definitely wanna say that my heart is crying out for my 2 grandmothers and my grandpa.because my grandpa is really going through some things and i just hope that he will make and that he dont have to go back in the hospital.adn on the other hand.my 2 grandmothers.i was just a little girl when i met my grandmothers.at that time i didnt really know who they were.i just knew that they were my grandmothers.i didnt get the chance to meet with them .and was letting them know what was i gonna do with my life.i didnt get the chance to tell thme that i wanted to go to college and be something.and know that even though i was living in the project it didnt mean that i was a hoodrat.i wanted to be able 2 tell them everything that i did as i was growing up.i didnt get the chance to tell them that i wanted to go to Hampton University in Virginia.i could of had a chance to tell my 2 grandmothers everything but god called them up 2 soon.even b4 i wanted to tell them.mario im sorry about ya mom.im gonna pray 4 yu and ya mom.and hoping that ya mom gets better.just keep ya head up.dont let nothing bring yu down at all.well gotta go.love ya mario

hey mario its me chandra. i just wanted you to know that i am your biggest fan. i have all 3 of your cds and i know all your songs by heart. i am truely sorry to hear about your mom and i want you to know that i have you and your family in my prayers. god will make everything okay as long as you have faith. you are truely an amazing person and i look up to you. my heart is truely crying out for you and has been for many years. my dream is to meet you in person. you are my favorite singer of all time. hopefully you can make my dream come true one day. well ill talk to you later. i love you so much with all my heart. see ya later!

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cj luvz mario

I knw Just what you r going thur i Lost my Mom to drugs....I was only 3 years old when she died...i have had plenty of thoughts of how my life would be if she was here...But you have a chance to fix your problem...i don't....i wish i could have did something to help her out but i was so young and i didnt knw what was really going on....so right know i can tell you that i can relate to what is going on in your life on a certain level.....I love you and be strong for yourself and your mother...dont give up hope....keep going and strive for your mother to kick her addiction....bkus i would do anything to have my mother back here with me....I am now 16 years old and in the 11th grade and trying to keep my grades up but when i feel sad and down i think of what my mother would xpct frm me ....XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOX.....

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>----Miss Tiny----<

I SLEPT BUT MY HEART WAS AWOKE. LISTEN! MY LOVER IS KNOCKING: "OPEN TO ME, MY BROTHER, MY DARLING, MY DOVE, MY FLAWLESS ONE. MY HEAD IS DRENCHED WITH DEW, MY HAIR WITH THE DAMPNESS OF THE NIGHT." I HAVE TAKEN OFF MY ROBE--MUST I PUT IT ON AGAIN? I HAVE WASHED MY FEET--MUST I SOIL THEM AGAIN? MY LOVER THRUST HIS HAND THROUGH THE LATCH-OPENING; MY HEART BEGAN TO POUND FOR HIM. I AROSE TO OPEN FOR MY LOVER, AND MY HANDS DRIPPED WITH MYRRH, MY FINGERS WITH FLOWING MYRRH, ON THE HANDLES OF THE LOCK.

I awaken to ramblin' at my door..
"It's a quarter 2 4a, on swelterin' summer morning of June 4th.."
I rush upstairs to answer the door..
I see police officers at m front door..

I invite them in..
I felt a gust of wind..
This is real life and the pain I felt within..
The news that they laid on me I couldn't even defend..

Tears overpowered my face..
I was suddenly displaced..
With questions of how, what & why that's how things were shaped..
My hands were glued together as if they were taped..

The pain I felt was as if my heart had sank..
There was no water I could drank..
I was in a bottomless tank..

My heart still feels the pain..
Even when I made it through the rain..
I cry until it stains..
That's what remains..

--
*~Mocha Soul, Mario's Wifey*~

Dear Mario,

Hi, my name is Amber. I am 17 years old. And I'm crying out for me and my people. I pray for a lovely Senior Prom year. I would love it, if you was my date. I have had a bad year starting. I was hospitalized twiced this year alone. on breathing tubes and oxygen. And also on the account of my heart sitution. Which was hard for me and my family. My School wasn't so great... due to heath issues. I miscarriage my only child. The father of the baby had leaf when he first found out. My father was never in my life. But I was Blessed with a lovely mother and another father figure in my life. That I can call dad. I losted the joy; Who guided me though my life. But god has held me though everything... And that I keep praying. So, Mario I'm crying out for me and my family. They mean the world to me. Thanks! God Bless!

Im Deborah Pruneda, 20 years old, from Monterrey, Mexico.
Since I was little, I had this huge dream, being a singer , I’ve been fighting for this all my life. YOU more than anyone know this dream is very difficult to pursue, the only thing had kept me strong is if I can dream about it I can make it happen.
Throughout my career I had met plenty of managers that made me believe they were into my talent but the only thing they were into was something else. Many times I had come to the point of giving up this dream cause it’s really frustrating. The music i sing its R&B, people in mexico dont appreciate that gender.
There’s a lot of corruption in Mexico’s reality shows, everything deals around money so that makes it a bit more dificult. I had a boyfriend that wouldn’t support me in anything he didn’t want me to sing.
On May 2007 I went to an audition for a reality show “La nueva banda Timbiriche”, my boyfriend didn’t know I was going to this casting, I thought I’ll give it a try, maybe this was my opportunity.
I entered to audition and made it to the second faze, the third, the fourth, so on until 11 pm they told me I made it to the final in Mexico City. They only chose 14 out of more than 1,000 people; we would compete with the best of each state. I was very happy with the news so the week I had left here in Monterrey I prepared myself . I talked with my boyfriend and told him, at first he didn’t accept it but he realized if he didn’t support me, he could lose me forever.
I went to Mexico City alone one day before the audition, spend all night crying and praying to God to give me strength for everything that was about to come…
I arrived at 6 am with my luggage and my sleeping bag. I saw there were like 400 other persons waiting. We spend hours outside. My turn arrived, I made it through the first faze, hours later I made it through the second faze. At 3 am they gave me a song I didn’t even knew and told me I should learn it in half an hour with all and choreography. Hours later they told me I had made it through that audition. We slept for an hour and they woke us up, the choreographer arrived and started to show us a routine we had to memorize. It was my turn for the dance casting, I got nervous and forgot the entire routine, even though I got chosen cause the choreographer had seen that I knew the steps during the rehearsal.
That whole day was about auditions, finally they told us that the 25 people that remain were finally the chosen for the reality show. Gave us one call to say goodbye to our family because since then we would be completely isolated. Took away our cellphones, cameras, ipods, I didn’t gave away my cell, I ran into the restroom and called my parents, told them how much I loved them and that I had made it. I was happy cause it was the beginning of my dream…
My parents wouldn’t be there when the reality started because they was going to a cruise in Miami, I ask for a special permission so that my mother could go and say goodbye to me, they say yes.
The next day they performed a general medical exams for all of us, my mother and my sister were about to arrive to Mexico.
They divided us from the boys, the producers and camera men entered the room, told us that one of us had to leave the reality show because she was about to be a mother. They shouted DEBORAH! and congratulated me, I was in a complete shock, I just cried . I was so disappointed of myself because I was about to let go my dream in order to become mother. My mother arrived, they gave her the news.She told me that she would support me and she loved me. Reality’s production gave an option to appear live in the first program, sing in order to make me notice and say that I wouldn’t be in the reality because I was pregnant. I obviously refused; I wasn’t in need of fame.
Next day we went to that cruse in Miami for a whole week, I had time to reflection and make plans for the new faze of my life, motherhood.
The cruise was over , we went back to Monterrey. I told my boyfriend I was pregnant, we fought for many things and realize that it wasn’t good for my baby and me so I decided to break up with him.
I went to the doctor, he told me that I was 2 months pregnant, but I had a weak pregnancy since I had been medicated before.
Weeks later I lost my baby, I entered a huge depression, couldn’t believe I had lost my dream of becoming a singer and my baby too.
I kept asking God what I had done to deserve that. Stopped singing for a while and became closer to God, recover my faith, my strength, and my desire to live.
Thanks to this strong experience, I see life from a different perspective. My baby had become my inspiration , wherever he is, he knows I love him and that I would give anything to turn back time.
If you’re really the one reading this, I would want you to know I admire you very much, mostly because you had overcome all the things you’ve been through and also wanted you to know , your music has been a strong source of inspiration throughout my life.

--
...debbieprun...

Hello Mario, if you ever have the time to read this, my name is Jade. A college student in North Carolina, from Detroit, MI. I'm not writing you to start saying how much I love you and how big of a fan I am (even tho I am a fan), but I'm just really writing to express what your music does to me and how it makes feel and want to know you as a person and not just an everyday celebrity. Everytime I hear your music, something thats over my emotions. Its like I know exactly where you coming from in your lyrics and the feelings that you experience. I know I might not know your whole life like some of these other females, however I believe I can sense something else. Well, thats some stuff, so I'm going to cut this message short. Just know that there are people out here that truely feel and understand the concept of your music. Your a talented artist and I always wish you luck. Will always be a person that keeps up with your music and growth throught the industry, with any luck I will one day have the honor of meeting you in person.
Much Love,
Jade, a true friend

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Just Waiting For That ONE

My mental capacity spreads like a bad cavity
Life grows strong as I move on, like my people from captivity
Knowledge is mine, so watch me shine; value of a goldmine
What I find in this time is my people left behind
Negligent to responsibility
Ignorance passed down through their mental seeds
Living in bad communities where poverty is considered an immunity
Now why must we live like that?
Developments accustom to these bad habitats
Dream deferred, due to the use of negative words
All hope for positivity is lost; my people dying at any costs
No one is interested in future investments
Hope is dissolved in a diluted reality
Education camouflaged by polluted mentalities
Success is a mirage too far for blind eyes can
Busy being victimized by circumstance, leaving us hypnotized by a monetary glance
When will we escape the skepticism and unify the division; conquer the past and make the right decision to follow the vision?!

God Bless You and your Family! You'll be in my prayers.
I pray to one day be in a position where I can give back, help, and make an inpact such as you.

THREE YEARS AGO ON OCTOBER 25,2004 I HAD A SON @ 5:55PM. IT WAS THE HAPPIEST DAY OF MY LIFE, BUT HE HAD TO STAY IN THE HOSPITAL. EVERYDAY I PRAYED FOR HIS LIFE (THEY SAY PRAYER WORKS). ONE DAY HE STARTED TO GET BETTER WAS DRINKING BOTTLES AND GOING TO THE BATHROOM ON HIS OWN WITHOUT STRAIN. THEN ON NOVEMBER 12,2004 @ 5:00AM, THE HOSPITAL CALLED AND SAID THAT HE NEEDED EMERGENCY SURGERY SO ME AND HIS DAD RUSHED TO THE HOSPITAL. THE DOCTORS BEGAIN THE SURGERY THAT WAS SUPPOSED TO BE 5 HOURS LONG, BUT THE DOCTORS CAME BACK IN 2 HOURS INSTEAD, WE ALREADY KNEW WHAT THAT MEANT. THE DOCTORS TOLD US THAT THEY COULD PUT HIM ON LIFE SUPPORT FOR 6 MONTHS AND WAIT FOR AN INTESTINAL TRANSPLANT, AND EVEN WITH THAT IT WOULD NOT BE A GURANTEE THAT HE WOULD LIVE. SO HIS DAD AND I DECIDED TO TAKE HIM OF LFE SUPPORT @ 3:03 PM NOVEMBER 12,2004 AND BY 3:15PM NOVEMBER 12,2004 OUR LIL MAN WAS GONE FOREVER. IF YOU LOVE SOMEONE TELL THEM EVERYDAY AND HOLD ON TO EVERY MOMENT THAT THEY ARE WITH YOU.

R.I.P. TIMOTHY JOHN WILLIAMS
(TINY TIM) MOMMY LOVES YOU FOREVER

NICK
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KISSES

Tears flow like African rivers and collide with the floor
This heart full of sorrow and pain can take no more

As i look around my neighborhood i see nothing but violence
Everyday it seems like we're giving a moment of silence

I cry for Sean Taylor who grew up near my hood
He got shot in his own home while trying to change for the good

I morn for the policemen who spend countless days protecting our lives
They get protested against but streets are happy when they don't make it home to their wives

I sob for the soldiers who fight day and night
Hoping and praying that peace is in sight

I bawl for people who are sprung up on drugs
Trying to be clean while being tempted by fake thugs

BUT MOST OF ALL...I CRY FOR PEOPLE LIKE ME AND YOU

hey Mario
this is kierra from trinidad and tobago,i jus wanted tp say that my heart been cryin out 4 you.how come you never came over here to perform for us? any how i wish you all the best this christmas and know that you got fans all over even this small island.

HEY WHATS UP? I KNOW WHATS UR GOING THROUGH AND ITS ALL AT THE BOTTOM..im ur biggest fan..dont let anybody tell u different..i love all ur songs but my most favorite is "all cried out" and "go"..I LOVE HOW UR HELPING UR MOM..I SEEN THAT ON BET TODAY..I BEEN TRYING TO HELP MY AUNTY.SHE HAS AN 4YR OLD DAUGHTER..AND SHE TELLS ME THAT "MY MOMMY NEED HELP"..SO SHE'S BEEN IN AND OUT OF TREATMENT AND DOING THE SAME DRUGS OVER AND OVER AGAIN WHEN SHE GETS OUT..MY AUNTY AND HER BABY DADDY BEAT EACH OTHER UP AND HAVE SEX IN FRONT OF MY 4YR OLD COUSIN..NOW ITS LIKE I CANT TAKE THIS ANYMORE..MY COUSIN IS TALKING ABOUT "I'M GAY AND I LOVE FEMALES"....I KNOW WHAT UR GOING THROUGH..BUT SEE ITS JUST U AND UR MOM..AND ITS HARD CAUSE MY AUNTY IS STUPID AND SHE DONT LISTEN FOR NOTHING...THIS IS WHY I NEED MY HEART EVEN MORE CRIED OUT..IF I SAID THAT CORRECT CAUSE I KNOW WHAT UR GOING THROUGH...
XOXOXOXOXOXO
~FERNETTA C.~

i met my son's dad in 97 the first time i saw him i knew it was love at first sight we were together for a year and ahalf he was everything to me the only one who really loved me and cared for me and he was everything a woman could ever want in a man.until one day he was taken from me by a stupid guy who decided to end his life all for some money.the last thought that my man had on his mind was that he was going to a father and he would never to get to see his son.and now my son is 8 yrs old always askin for his dad. so my heart cries out for the love of my life. r.i.p willie love u always

See theres this guy that I've been in love with for 2 years, but things just havent worked out between the two of us. Everytime we've goten anywhere near close to making it work, something goes wrong and we're pulled apart again. The two years that we've both spent trying to get things right and it never seems to be the right timing. I think it's safe to say that we've both broken eathothers hearts more than either of us can handel. When he's ready to make it work...I'm not, I'm still in pain from the last time things went wrong. When I was ready to try to make it work he wasn't ready. I saw him about a year ago in the hallway at school, but he was all over another girl. It tore my heart out to see it. It took me a long time to be ok with him again. But of course because I love him, i forgave him. We were ok with eachother for awhile. I decided to go for the long shot and ask him to go to my prom with me. I was stopped before I got to him though. When I turned to see who it was I saw that it was the girl I saw him with a few months ago. She was pregnant. Well it turns out that she was carrying his child. My heart broke. It still does when I think about it. I had to step out of it. I knew that the right thing to do was to let go and let him try for the sake of the baby. He didn't stay with her though. Oh no, instead for the first time ever he told me that he loves me! I wanted nothing more than to sat it make, but I didn't, i walked away. No matter how hard it was I walked away from him. He has been trying so hard to get me to talk to him. He has gone to every measure that he could. But I wouldn't let him talk. I wouldn't let him in. I didn't know what to do. So I did nothing except cry. I wanted nothing more than to just pretend that nothing happened and that we were ok. but I didn't, I couldn't, I can't. Jus recently he has backed off because he is under the impression that theres someone else in my life. Almost a year since I found out about the baby, and still my heart cries out for him! I worry about him all the time! I miss him! It's over now, But I still love him, I still cry for him!

~leah~

my heart i s hurting for many thing in this life broken relationships, making throught college, and dealing with my family ups and downs i have to balance my family i always put my family frist but thing i trake care of everyone's issues and at the sometime all my problem are killing me inside and feeling like there is no one is there.... # 8632739931
ps love you songs may the lord bless you in all you do

hey mario, my heart is cryin out for my fiance' and his cousin, last year in april my fiance and his cousin was killed by a drunk driver on april 14, 2006 in wichita kansas and i know its been a year already, but this past april the guy that killed him was sentenced to 98 months in jail for 2 counts involuntary manslaughter and 2 counts of aggravated assualt. Recentally we just found out that the guy got out on a $1000 bond, we are doing everything that we can to get justice for them, but it still doesnt seem like we're not every going to get justice.I miss them so much..... thank you for taking the time out and reading this.

-Nikki

HEY MARIO I JUST WANT TO SAY IM SORRY FOR EVERYTHING YOUR GOING THROUGH BUT I WILL TELL YOU THIS SOMETHING I HAVE NEVER TOLD ANYONE BEFORE WHEN I WAS YOUNGER SOCIAL SERVICES TOOK ME OUT OF MY HOME AND PLACED ME IN FOSTER CARE AND IN THERE I WAS BEAT AND LOCKED INTO A CLOSET BUT I DIDNT UNDERSTAND WHY AFTER THAT I WAS PHYSICALLY AND VERBABLY ABUSED AGAINST MY WILL OF BEING SO YOUNG THEN ABOUT 4YRS LATER MY CASE WORKER CAME TO THE HOUSE AND SAW THE BRUISES THEY TOOK ME OUT OF THERE BOUT 1 YRS LATER MY GRANDMOTHER ADOPTED ME I BEEN WITH HER EVER SINCE THEN WHEN I TURNED 17 MY MOTHER DIED FORCING TO GROW UP IN A WORLD ALL ALONE BY THAT TIME MY GRANDMOTHER TOOK IN MY 4 BROTHERS AND SISTERS IN THAT TIME MY YOUNGER BROTHER WENT TO JAIL FOR ASSULTING A POLICE OFFICER MY OLDER BROTHER WENT TO JAIL FOR ARSON MY YOUNGEST BROTHER WENT TO JAIL FOR ROBBERY AND MY SISTER WAS ON HER WAY BUT NOW IM 20YRS OLD AND SURVIVING MY BROTHERS ARE BACK IN SCHOOL AND MY SISTER IS STARTING HER FIRST YEAR IN HIGH SCHOOL AND MY YOUNGEST BROTHER WILL BE GETTING OUT OF JAIL IN 1 WEEK SO DO YOU SEE WHAT IM SAYING IF ME AND MY FAMILY CAN GE THROUGH THE HARD TIMES SO CAN YOU TRUST ME DONT LET ANYBODY OR ANYTHING GET YOU DOWN MY MOTHER ALWAYS SAID YOU CAN DO ANYTHING IF U PUT YOUR MIND TO IT AND IF U HAVE JESUS YOU WILL CERTAINLY GET THROUGH AND IF YOU ARE STRUGGLIN AND SOMETHING SEEMS TO GET YOU DOWN KNOW YOU WILL ALWAYS HAVE A FRIEND IN HIM AND YOUR FANS ARE HERE AND STILL WILL BE NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS

love always your biggest and trustest fan
*~shay~*
p.s. write back if u get a chance

I COMPLETELY UNDERSTAND HOW AND WHAT YOU FEEL WHEN IT COMES TO YOUR MOM'S ADDICTION YOUR WONDERING HOW COULD I POSSIBLY UNDERSTAND HOW YOU FEEL WELL IM GONNA TELL YOU RIGHT NOW:

I BEEN IN A RELATIONSHIP FOR ALMOST 9 YEARS AND THE PERSON THAT I AM IN LOVE WITH IS A HEROIN ADDICT HE SNIFF'S IT AND WHEN HE'S HIGH I DONT LIKE TO BE AROUND HIM BECAUSE IT HURTS ME TO KNOW THAT I AM IN LOVE WITH AN ADDICT THIS IS NOT SUPPOSE TO BE MY LIFE....DONT YOU FEEL LIKE THAT SOMETIMES? LIKE WHY CANT THEY JUST STOP BUT WHAT WE FAILED TO REALIZE IS THAT IT'S EASIER SAID THAN DONE AND IN ALL REALITY THEY WILL STOP WHEN THEY WANT TO NOT BECAUSE OF WHAT WE SAY OR HOW WE MAY FEEL IT'S NOT FOR US TO DECIDE
BUT OF COURSE WE BOTH KNOW THAT NOW........................ ALL WE CAN DO IS HOPE PRAY AND WISH AND I HOPE YOURS COME TRUE ...GOD BLESS U

AND THIS IS WHY IM CRYING OUT>>>>>>>>>>>

NIKEYA 1 FAN AND AN UNDERSTANDING PERSON...XOXO PEACE>>>NIKEYA
if you ever need to say something to me hit me up at kiajameer@hotmail.com

I am so proud of Fantasia,Trey Songz and Mario taking a step out on the ledge to open the eyes of society to expose another evil that lurks the abuse of women which still silently exsists and many are afraid to stand up and say anything about an issue that can kill faster than drugs or a gun, cause you just wont die by the physical pain but you die in side by the mental abuse your'e put through on a constant basis. Its hard to wrap your mind around the reasons men would come to a point in their lives that they are angry enough to release there stress on the one person who loves them and stand by them.

It use to be that abuse is a silent factor being brushed off by society with the blame on the woman for either staying in the relationship. But to know is to understand they are many abusive situations that a woman might or can not get out of and she has no choice but to survive this curelty or die on the streets.

Reasons women stay in abusive relationships:

1.If children are involved they feel that by taking that one parent from that child would damage the bond that child has with his or her father, fearing they will damage the childs mind more so by leaving the relationship.

2. At times it can be a situation where the woman is estragened from her family and friends because of him or other reason and that puts a strain on her way to survival he has made her so closed off that she has no choice but to depend on him.

3. She might have been through enough in life that in a weird way she has been with his man so long that she feel secure with only him and is afraid of leaving because she fear there is no good person out there to treat her better.

4. He might have threaten to kill her if she ever left, so she try to find ways to kill her self but she cant because at the back of her mind she knows her life is more powerful than his abuse.

5. she might not have the means to escape such a situation, and though she might have people around that see whats going on they are afraid to say anything because they dont want to get involved.

* THE NUMBER ONE REASON WHY WOMEN RUN BACK TO THEIR ABUSER"

With no moral support to get her through this after she escapes its like she has no choice and she slowly realises that she cant survive on the only person who has taken everything from her including her soul and its like by him having that and her heart she is drawn back to him because there is no one on the sidelines getting her through or over such a tragedy.

" ABUSE HAS NO FACE"

People seem to think that people who get abused are either poor black or just trapped mothers. Abuse has no face its a demon an addiction and any woman can be abused regaurdless of skin color shap size or ethnic background.

" ABUSE ISNT JUST PHYSICAL"

People seem to think when someone speaks of abuse its just physical abuse is any kind of violent hurtful action that can hurt damage or kill someone mentally or physically. Abuse can be mental and emotionaly.

1 calling a woman a b**** or a stupid whore

2 calling her stupid

3 kicking punching spitting teasing or disgracing her

4 embrassing her infront of other people

5 throwing object at her

6 putting her out of a car home or premise

punishing her on your own terms

This is a very sore issue for so many people because no one belives it exsists and even if it does they dont beileve its a dangerous matter or even so they always think its the indiviuals fault to cause the abuse.

So I plead with society not to turn a blind eye because the next person you see or hear being abuse can be the same person end up on the news or in a coffin. Imagine if it was your, sister your mother your friend even your girlfriend can be abused by her family memebers. so dont turn a blind eye its time to change society and just like drugs and guns and violence make a change for the better not for the dead and you might safe one or a millions lives.

My Heart is crying out for two things in all actuality. The first things is one of my closet friends who was killed in 2005 due to gun violence. My heart is crying out for him because he was an amazing friend. Now I cant say he was and angel because of course he wasn't an angel like all of us he sinned but he left behind 3 beautiful angels his twin sons Joseph Jr. & Nizarrio and his beautiful little girl Aiyanna. I just feel like they need there father and that is usually why my heart is crying out for him.

The second thing my heart is crying out for is to go to college. I have been accepted to Bethune-Cookman University in Daytona Beach, Fl. My only issue is I can not find enough financial aid, scholorships, or find a bank or loan company to give me the remaining money to head to college. One bank has said they would give me the loan but they do not want to put me in such financial debt. I have yet to decide what I will major in because I love a lot of things. I want to be in the music industry so therefore I was going to major in Business and minor in Marketing. But the reality of that is a lot of people are trying to be in that industry, so it would be difficult to actually get my foot in the door. Then I began to think of what else I like and that is law and crime solving. So I then changed my major to criminal justice and my minor to chemistry. This to me is my ultimate dream which is going to college and not in my hometown of Syracuse where not much is possible. So with the big picture out there and all that said I will conclude by saying.

My heart is crying out to go to college

God Bless
Jasmyn

what is that you have
that gets me feeling this this way
i barely know you ,
and yet you are possesing my feelings

i know you will belive me
when i telll you that am your number one fan
but i have a feeling that you will think that am in sane
when i tell you that,am falling badly in love with you
however, if thats whats it takes for me to tell you exactly how i feel
then am willing to do it,
anything so long as you get to understand what i mean

am so glad that the hugest crush
turned out into deepest love
even though this takes years for you to notice
i just want you to know,that i will still be here

just keep in mind
i wanna know your name and
i wanna know if you got a girl
i wana know everything
i wana know your number and if i we could keep in touch
i wana know everything,so that i can do it alright
please dont think that am just a fan.
how ever ,we could start by being friends :):)

love you
its me your soulmate

Your voice is so powerful and it does something to me in so many ways. When I hear your vioce it's almost feels like we're connected in some way. Honestly, I listen to "Crying out for Me" and "Right and a Wrong Way" all day everyday and every night before I go to bed. I seriously can't wait til Go! comes out. If I don't get anything else for Christmas, I won't be mad but if I don't get your CD I just might cry. I have been a fan of your since you first came out and when I heard you sing Stevie Wonders song "Knocks me off my feet" I was speechless. You blew me away. The first thing I thought was who is he and when does his album come out because I gotta have it. You have a healing voice and whenever I am having problems in my life, I just listen to one of your songs and I get this assurance that everything will be fine. Eventhough most of your music is about love, it gets and has gotten me through some rough times. When my father passed away, it hit me so hard so I turned to music to fill that empty space in my life and you among others artists, you was all I listened to. It made me feel like I still had hope and I would one day be loved like that again. I really admire you for everything you do because you have a true passion for singing and I don't think I would know what it would be like is I didn't have your music in my life.

hello Mario,

My name is Darcel and my heart is truly crying out for one of my friends. She is 22 and she is married. Her husband is physically and emotionally abusive to her and has been for awhile now. He has kicked her, punched her, bruised her ribs, literally kicked 2 babies out of her stomach and most recently has held a knife to her throat. Mario it hurts my heart to know that she keeps staying with him. I have tried on numerous different occassions to get her out of this situation; however, she keepts going back. Mario my heart is crying out because I dont know what to do to get her to realize she deserves so much better and my heart cries out even more because I fear that one day he is going to kill her and it will be too late.

This is what my heart is crying out for

Thank you mario

Hi, Mario my name is Alisa and I am 18 years old…while I was growing up my mother and brother died I lost my family because we all split up. I lost my home when my daddy left and ever since then all I’ve been crying out for was for somebody to love me because I never really had somebody to love me it seems like every time I reach out to somebody they push there selves away from me…and it makes me feel as though it’s something about me…my heart cries out for a very nice guy, who knows how to treat a lady and treat me with respect. I don’t care about money all I care about is love and respect . I say respect because without respect there is no love. My heart had got broken so many times and I thought that I was never going to find somebody to really truly love me, the guy that I was with treated me real bad, I was used, cheated on, and took for granted, by the same person but love would not give up on him...he lied to me and everything, he had slapped me and more and called me out my name, kicked me out his house, spread roomers about me, broke promises, didn’t really give me the time that I asked for when I knew that he could have gave it to me when he was not working, and through all of that I still stucked by him I had gave him everything and he made me feel like I was nothing …I didn’t want to let him go because he was all I had and I was just crying for him to love me but it just didn’t work out and I am glad that he‘s out of my life because he treated me bad… I really want somebody to love that’s all that I cry for… L please chose me here is my myspace email www.myspace.com/sexyalisa0721 This is only parts of my story...I didn't have a home i would have to go to house to house and the people would treat me like a dog...many of days i would hungry and crying for my momma but i knew that she was gone please choose me because i want to let you know more about me and my past

WELL MY HEART IS CRYING OUT FOR A FEW THINGS... NOT TO SAY ALL BECAUSE ITS I DONT HAVE ENUFF TIME..BUT MY HEART IS CRYING OUT TO THE NEWLY FORMED HEART...ITS CRYING OUT FOR THAT BECAUSE THE HEART THAT I HAVE NOW OR THE PIECES THAT I HAVE ARE TO SMALL TO MEND TOGETHER FROM ALL THE HURT AND PAIN I HAVE ENDURED..SO THIS HEART IS CRYING OUT TO MY NEW ONE TELLIN IT TO BE CAREFUL...MY HEART IS CRYING A PERSON..ANY PERSON WHO CAN TAKE ME OUT OF MY MISERY..WHO CAN PROVE THAT EVERY MAN IS NOT THE SAME..MY HEART IS CRYIN OUT TO THE MAN WHO WILL CHANGE MY THOUGHTS MY WAYS.MY HEART IS CRYING OUT TO HURT...TO LOVE..I CANT UNDERSTAND WHY ITS LOVE HASNT FOUND ME AND HAS FOUND EVERYONE ELSE AROUND ME..BUT MY HEART IS CRYIN LOUDER THAN USUAL..IT HAS AN ECHO..I CAN HEAR IT MYSELF..I PUT ON A SMILE..BUT INSIDE MY HEART BEATS TEARS..IM TIRED OF CRYING..MY HEART IS REARY..IT NEEDS A PLACE TO LAY..IT NEEDS A PERSON TO LISTEN TO IT..CAN YOU HEAR IT...SEEMS LIKE EVERYONE AROUND ME IS DEAF...AM I THE ONLI PERSON THAT CARES ABOUT MY HEART...IT CAN BEAR BUT SO MUCH..ITS LIKE I CARRYING EVERYTHING ON MY HEART..ITS WEAK..I NEED TO BUILD IT UP..CAN YOU HEAR MY HEART CRYING OUT FOR HELP..FOR LOVE..FOR CARE..FOR COMPASSION..FOR SOMEONE TO COME IN AND TALK TO IT..TO REVIVE IT..TO LISTEN TO IT..TO SHOW IT LOVE INSTEAD OF JUST SAYIN IT..IT NEEDS A GRATITIOUS AMOUNT OF LOVE..IT NEEDS SOMEONE TO UNDERSTAND..CAN YOU HEAR IT???????????????////
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~*my heart is broken im just scared im going to loose the pieced*~

the heart will cry out for ~:
love
to be loved
peace in the world

a lot of things that words culdnt describe bt the most thing that ma heart is crying out for it to be loved and love sum1 for the rest of y life

its cryin out to all with struggles in life................wish you get thru them and become survivors .............._
--lot of love xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
God bless u Mario..........wit all u goin thru ..keep ur head up n put all ur hope to God

I stand here as I am
5 foot 4 scared to walk through the door.
Gun shots keep roaring through the air,
My heart living in fear.
Friends drugged up by cocaine forgetting their own name.
My tears don’t seem to help much. Lost in a world of doom
Babies crying, women still fighting,
Bruised by his hands,
Slit with a knife,
What has become of this life.
Im crying out for you.
Im crying out for me.
Somebody please help me.
Ripped of my freedom still fighting for more.
Seems like im living to die not wanting to live.
Cancer took over her, how weak she lies.
Gasping for air looking out for why.
Sometimes I feel as though im alone but I know theirs people out their still trying to hold on.
Im Crying out for you.
Im Crying out for me.
Somebody help me please.
I search for a light a sign,
Some way to escape all the misery.
Raped of my virginity.
I can hear the cries from all over the world.
Your cries.
My cries.
Im crying out for you.
Im crying out for me.
Somebody please help me.

I wrote this poem to reflect on some of the issues that I cry out for. Teen pregnancy, drugs, rape, mistreatment, racism, gang related activities. Everything that somehow effects our world today. Winning this contest or not right now isn’t the factor for me. Its spreading the message of whats occurring right now today! And many people take things for granted. When I wrote this I seriously cried. Because I truly am crying out for everyone out there who is dealing with these issues and many more. But there is only so much one can cry out for. Life has been so hectic not only for me but for a lot of people I know. Even you and your mother. I pray that the lord continues to bless her and lead her through these troubling times and im glad she has an amazing son like you to take care of her. I hope that one day the tears I cry for these issues is one of joy and not sorrow. Love you Mario.

Your #1 fan.

Shanna
a.k.a
Lil Bit

WELL IM CRYIN OUT FOR 2 PEOPLE ONE IS U MARIO,CUZ I REALLY LOVE U AND UR SEXY AND TALENTED.AND THE OTHER ONE IM CALLIN FOR IS MY EX-BOYFRIEND. THE REASON WHY IS THAT I REALLY LOVE HIM AND ME AND HIM WE SEEMED LIKE IT WAS GONNA LAST FOREVER AND s*** AND THEN THIS ONE SAD DAY ME AND HIM BROKE UP HE DECIDED TO TAKE A BREAK FROM ME AND THEN HE BROKE UP WITH ME. OF COURSE I WAS LIKE WHATEVER AND THEN 2 DAYS LATER I CRY MY EYES OUT AND I WAS CRYIN AT MY SCHOOL AND s***. THEN A WEEK LATER I FIND OUT HE HAS A NEW GIRLFRIEND I WAS CRYING MY EYES OUT EVERY SINGLE NIGHT. I WOULD GO ON FOR WEEKS. AND I WAS REALLY HURT BUT THE REASON WHY I MISS HIM SO MUCH IS NOT ONLY CUZ HE WAS A REALLY GOOD BOYFRIEND AND ME AND HIM WERE REALLY CLOSE BUT BECAUSE HE WAS ALWAYS THERE WHEN I NEEDED HIM.AND NOW IM CRYING OUT FOR HIM TO COME BACK AND TO HELP ME CARRY ON. LIKE I WISH AND PRAY THAT HE'LL COME BACK BUT I DUNNO IF IT MIGHT HAPPEN. BUT NOW WHERE JUST FRIENDS BUT THE WIERD PART HE KNWS I STILL LIKE HIM AND THATS FUNNY BECAUSE THATS WHEN HE STARTED CARYIN AND s***. BUT NO MATTER WHAT I TOLLED HIM WHEN WE WERE TOGETHER THAT I WILL ALWAYS LOVE HIM AND THIS NOT A LIE .BECAUSE LIKE HES THE MIDDLE OF THE RED BIG PART OF MY HEART AND THE OTHERS ARE JUST THE LAYORS OUTSIDE OF THE MIDDLE PART. HES ALWAYS GOIN TO BE THERE. I MIGHT BE 26 AND BE MARRIED BUT HES STILL GOING TO BE THERE. IF IM 87 OR WHATEVER AND IF PEOPLE ASK ABOUT HIM THE ONLY THING IM GONNA SAY IS WHEN WE FIRST MET. IM CRYIN OUT FOR U BOY TO COME BACK TO MY LIFE BECAUSE I NEED UR LOVE AND CARING. PLUS HE WAS A DREAM COME TRUE FOR ME. AND I SOMETIMES CRY FOR HIM. I MIGHT MOVE ON . BUT ILL NEVER LET GO OF HIM AND MY MEMORIES.

My Ex BF and I meet each other about 3 years ago, when I came to US. We leave in a small island in Massachussets.About 3 years ago I was going off island and he was going off island 2 with the school. When I came back 2 the island his came in the same boalt as me. I was saying to my friend "He is HOT", but I was afraid 2 go say HI because I didnt know English and I thought he was American, but he was Brazilian just like me. The first song that I heard in US was "Let me Love u" from Mario. He showed me that song and told me that was our song. We dated and broked up for about 3 times. The third time I broked up b/c we live in different town N used 2 go 2 different school. But now we go to the same school N its hard seeing him and not being able to kiss him .......B/c he found another girl. This summer of 2007 I saw him with his new girl. I got all mad. One thing I didnt tell u guys is that he has 2 little sis and they both love me and his mom also. Me N my ex stared hooking up again. He was cheating on his girl, we were hooking up sence school stared., he said he loved me. Almost all of Mario's songs is our song. "how could u","how do I breath", "let me luv u" N now "crying out 4". My Ex told me yesturday that he doesnt want anything wit me and that he doesnt love me enough to break up with his girl to stay wit me.....

THATS ALL

KEnia

my heart is crying out for the people that have died over the past years written especially for my uncle! Have you ever lost someone close to you if you did then you might get this more then others: I always loved him even if I didn’t show it And never imagined him leavening me this way I mean he could have given me warning I don’t now if it would have helped ease the pain Or make it worse to know that he were dieing And maybe even suffering I mean what happened no one knows but him .his death was a surprise and he left allot behind Like your kids Tynajah and Lil james and the rest of your family like me .No one could read his mind to see what he saw And no one will ever know now It took Grandma a long time to regain her strength I mean I would to if my son died But you got your own tree I guess it represents you But no one will ever forget you tree or no tree We all loved you and will never get why you had to die But I still love him and will never forget you And I hope you’re happy up there Because if you are then I’m happy to. my heat is also crying out for the people that are homeless and that are on the streets. i always have cared for the people and will never stop, i always set out a little prayer for them to maintain bettter lives.

my heart is allso crying out for my mother.what she does is illegal. she thinks i have no clue what shes doing but i do know.when i say your episode for your mother,i won't love you to death believe me i cried with you.when i take out the trash or when im dumping the little trash cans in the living room into a bigger bag i find bags of weed wrapped in a bag and the little paper..i have always told her about that but she always say that its bad for my health knowing that its bad for hers. she sends money to a people so that they can send hers by.money we dont have,we already aint got enough food and she has 4 children.it got so bad that things started to get cut off the first thing she do on payday is make her calls to do what she do.i really dont care if i win the contest ever since i saw the episode i just wanted to write you.but i just want u to know im with you on this journey even though we lead completely different lives.
MY HEART IS ALSO CRYING OUT FOR YOU.

LOVE,
DIAMOND

MY HEART IS CRYING OUT FOR ALL PEOPLE THAT DIED R.I.P TO MY BEST FRIEND STEPHANIE MY HEART IS CRYING OUT FOR HER THE MOST AND MY OTHER BEST FRIENDS CHRISLA AND SHONDA AND MY BOO MARKWAN AND EX BOYFRIEND CJ MY HEART IS CRYING OUT FOR THEM 2 AND MY HEART IS CRYING OUT FOR MY GMA AND MY MOM AND MY WHOLE FAMILY THAT IS WHO MY HEART IS CRYING OUT FOR THOSE PEOPLE AND MOSTLY YOU MARIO

you want to know something i been thru alot of stuff and my Heart been Crying out for this one guy and i can't get him because i am not his type and my best friend been trying to help me and my heart been crying out for you Mario i listen to all your music and I am so tired of letting people hiking on me and you want to know something i listen to crying out for me like 200 times a day because that song help me with my problem well actually all your help me and i am not going to keep lying to myself thinking that someone likes me and if i win i will so so so so so Happy MY HEART IS CRYING OUT FOR YOU AND MY SERECT CRUSH

Well Mario imma start off by saying that I'm ur #1 fan and by tellin u my heart iz crying out fah my grandma.........i mean she wuz my everythang.....she wuz not only my grandma...she wuz my mom, dad, sister, and brother....she wuz there with me thru thick and thin and i thank her 4 that but now that she iz gone i don't kno wat 2 do.......i also thank her 4 bein there wen mo1 wuz...... its been a few years since her leaving the earth but she iz still in my heart and will be there 4eva.....it wuz lyke she wuz an angel sent down 4rm heaven 2 keep me outta trouble and 2 keep me on track.........if she had never taught me i wuld prolly b out on the streets or sumthn but she helped me realize that there iz more 2 lyfe than money, sex, and boys..........she alwayz told me that skool will help me thru lyfe and 2 trust her on that.......she alwayz helped every1 and she neva did anythang 2 any1 but it wuz juss her tyme 2 leave dis earth and live with god and the angels in heaven.........MUCH LUV GRANDMA!!!!!

Love,
Tia AKA Baby Gurl!!!

I luv u!!!!!!!!!

you asked me to express myself
so here i am on the other end of this screen
running out of "space" to leave this message

so here goes;

i cry out for every man who's never bothered to listen
every man who's only content
was glamourous perfection
girls who keep them stressing
never ones that keep them guessing

my intelligence go unnoticed
iambic pentamter dancing at the tip of my tounge
but this message is not for me
nor my poetry

this be
for every girl who has talent
who forge beauty with their fingertips,
lyrics, ballet shoe slips
i cry for them

for every heartbreak they'll have to endure
for every puppy love that will never grow
for every man they will ever write for

i cry for them because
they cry for you

computer keyboard underneath their palms
praying for a phonecall from a man
they've probably loved since he dropped
his first LP

YOU be their SAVIOR
your music travels through their soul
as they recover from every hardship
that love has confronted them with

you are more than just the record that spins
its more than you know
i cry out for them more
than anything
and so should you
MARIO.

-just in case the phonecall didn't go through: nonetheless this is what i cry for:

Love,

Erica aka

--
-Riva-
Spoken Word Artist
and Your #1 Fan

My heart is crying out for my grandma who I miss so much! She was my heart she mean everything 2 me! And i would do anything to tell her that I LOVE her again! That's who my heart is crying out to!

R,I,P Grandma

P.S I love u so much mario am 1 of ur bigest fan!

I understand that we as people have shared some of the same experience in life like you. The thing that helps us the most is GOD and the support of family and true friends. My heart cries out for u an the others
PS.. To u mario stay strong an just keep on beliveing don't give up life has it's up an downs an everyone goes through hard trives so just keep doing wat ur doing an everything will work out at the end my heart an soul is crying out to u ......... love always ur biggest fan!!!!!!!!!!!! (write back if u get a chance)

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BrOwN sUgAr !!!!!!!

Hey Mario, I want to say sorry for everything your going through and I have nothing but respect for you because you seem like such a strong person. I am a high school student and my heart is crying out for life. I know that may seem wild but its not how it sounds. I live wit my mother, 2 brothers, and 2 sisters. My father past away and it was really hard for me to except that because he was the air I breath. My mother got with a man from jail and he beat her really bad so now he is back in jail. We lost are house after my father died and now we live under a crack house on the east side (the hood). Now my mother turns to alchohal to hide the painful emotion she is feeling. I couldn't take the pressure so I moved in wit a friend. 2 months later my mother wanted me back home and threatend me with the cops to come home. Sometimes I feel so lost because going through all this is crazy and I feel like I cant handel it, but I look at people like you, and I realized that it's possible, but im asking for your help and your word of advice. This is what my heart is crying out for.

hey mario just want to say that my heart is crying out for you because of what ur going to true i know how it feel to no that ur losing someone that u really love by something which is not neccessy to lose them by i have had family member who go carzy by drug so i understand what it like i also want to say my prayer are going out to you an am not in this for the contest just want to show my respect to ur family an want u to know that am ur number one fan i would also like to no when are you coming to canada. so my love go out to you babe i wish you all the best with ur mom i love all ur song i remember when u come to jamaica at the school it was carzy but i did not get to meet u i hope i do one day love u my heart cry out to u