March 4, 2008 - 12:42 am
As the morning hits and the sun shines in my face
I begin to think O GOD here we go another depressing day
You see thats all I felt and all I use to say
Despite the good that a day could bring my way
My tears fall as I raise from my sheets
Trying my hardest not to let this stress beat
Me up as a person me as a friend me as that women that others depend
So much done happend in my life
Can you actually believe I became someones wife
I depended on this man gave him my life
But at the drop of the dime there went our life
My feet touch the wood floors of my home
As the radio plays a old sad Usher song
As I look out my window I know it wont be long
For me to step up and become strong
Ive fallen so hard in my past
Never knew how truly long this s*** would last
Glad its finally over dried up , burnt out like grass on a lawn
Now its time for me to just move on
But how do you begin to start when your life has been so sad
There was a time where I felt like I was someones trash
As I walk to my mirror I take a good look at myself
Trynna figure out after all these years how I dealt
With the pain the suffering the black eyes and the bruises
Never thought it would be me walking in those shoes
But life takes turns and that one turn I never knew
As I slip into my cloths I take a look at my waiste
The nice slash mark left glad it wasnt my face
I put my shoes on and begin to smile
I got one thing to look foward to and to be fairly proud
My beautiful baby boy lays still sleep in his bed
I walk towards him and give him a nice kiss on his head
For I know its time for me to step up and shine
And be that twinkle in my baby boy eyes
See you later sweet heart as I rub his little hands
Time for me to go to work make money since I am the only one that stands
Here in my room here in my life I finally got a huge reason to strive
Never once thought this would be my LIFE.....
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YOU HAVE A BEAUTIFUL SPIRIT BABYGIRL...ALWAYS REMEMBER THAT GOD HAS A BIGGER PLAN FOR YOU
IT'S ALWAYS DARKEST BEFORE THE DAWN....YOU ARE A TEACHER...THE HARD-SHIPS THAT YOU HAVE OVER -COME...HAVE MADE YOU A TESTIMONY...TO THE POWER OF GOD AND LOVE....YOUR SON IS YOUR MOST PRECIOUS GIFT FROM GOD ** HE IS YOUR ANGEL...YOUR ROCK...HE IS WORTH EVERY STRIKE...EVERY TEAR-DROP...BUT WITH THE POWER OF GOD YOU SAW THAT YOU ARE WORTH JUST AS MUCH...AND YOU WALKED AWAY FROM THE PAIN....THE LIES AND THE TEARS....NOW ALL YOU HAVE TO DO IS FALL IN=LOVE WITH YOURSELF LIKE YOU ARE IN LOVE WITH YOUR SON...AND LOOK AT THE BLESSIN OF LIFE & EACH BREATH THAT YOU BREATH..AIR IS A SPIRIT...AND IT CHOOSES TO GIVE YOU LIFE...EVERY MORNING WHEN YOU WAKE ...PLEASE TELL GOD THANKYOU...AND LOOK FOR THE MIRACLE IN EACH DAY...AND EVERY TIME YOU LOOK INTO YOUR BABYBOY'S EYES...YOU WILL UNDERSTAND THIS LESSION IN LIFE....GROW...EXPAND...TEACH...LOVE...PRAY....BELIEVE...HAVE FAITH....YOU ARE THE MASTER OF YOUR OWN DESTANY....BABYGIRL...YOU HAVE THE POWER!...LOVE POWERANGELBABY....GOD'S BABY GIRL...THE HOLY SPIRIT...THE COMFORTER...THE ANGEL...THE QUEEN OF HEAVEN
sad
just want to be happy
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Wanting To Be Loved
You & Me
First you say you like me then you don't
Am I really that true girl that you really want
You say I'm to emotional and you hate to see me cry
But did you know there was a time where I nearly died
Tried over and over again to keep myself up
Didn't realize I was only getting a hi bye and what's up
Now that I got you in my life
I can finally lay low and put down that knife
That knife that I almost split my wrist with
Because that [slur deleted] left bruises all over my body including my hips
When you gripped me by my waist and we both locked lips
I knew you was the man that I had urged so bad to be with
One that understood me and took care of my needs
One that wanted to show me he can be a real man and do good deeds
Baby you must understand time flies by
And I get a little emotional why we take this ride
So much confusion things in a rush
I just wanted make sure that I can fully trust
You as my man and me as your girl
I am so excited you decided to enter into my world
Now please promise me I'm your one and only girl
And I swear to you I will make this relationship my world
I urge for attention from you from time to time
But that's cause I want to make sure your all mines
I'm starting to fall in love with you
And hopefully one day you will love me to
The love I have for you is truly real
And I hope you will stay here to finish out the deal
With me and you being together
And hopefully we can last forever
I'm done with the games and the sideline s***
Those old days are over and people realized they had me bent
I'm ready to give my all to you
So let me know if that's what your truly ready to do
I am so happy there is finally a Me and You
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Wanting To Be Loved