I HAVE BEEN IN RELATIONSHIPS IN MY LIFE AND EVERY RELATIONSHIP I GET INTO I ALWAYS GET MY FEELINGS HURT. IT'S NOT LIKE IM A BAD GIRLFRIEND BUT IT ALWAYS ME AND IM JUST LOOKING FOR THAT RIGHT PERSON. I THINK I FOUND HIM BUT I DONT KNOW. I BEEN WITH THIS PERSON FOR TWO YEARS AND WE BEEN THROUGH A LOT TOGETHER. EVERYTHING STARTED OUT GOOD THEN STUFF THINGS STARTED HAPPENING. HE CHEATED A COUPLE TIMES AND I FORGAVE HIM BECAUSE I LOVE HIM SO MUCH AND WE BEEN THROUGH A LOT, HE HAS ALWAYS BEEN HERE FOR ME. WHEN MY UNCLE HAD DIED HE WAS HERE FOR ME, WHEN MY NEICE HAD DIED AT ONLY ONE WEEK OLD HE WAS THERE WITH ME AND MY FAMILY, WHEN MY HOUSE BURNED DOWN HE WAS HERE FOR ME AND HE STUCK BY ME. BUT THEN WE BROKE UP AND WENT BACK OUT. EARLEIR THIS YEAR. SO WE WERE GOOD FOR A MINUTE AND THEN HE ASK ME TO MARRY HIM AND I SAID YES. THEN HE TELLS ME HE STILL HAVE FEELINGS FOR HIS EX AND I WAS VERY TORN AND HURT BECAUSE I DIDNT WANT TO GET HURT AGAIN. SO NOW HE STILL TALKS TO HER AND STUFF AND HE TRYING TO GET OVER HER. SO IM NOT GETTING MARRIED AT ALL. MY HEART IS CRYING OUT FOR HIM BECAUSE HE HAS ALWAYS BEEN THERE SINCE DAY ONE, HE ALWAYS COMFORT ME NO MATTER WHAT, EVEN THOUGH HE DID WHATEVA I STILL LOVE HIM, I JUS WANT HIM TO SEE I REALLY CARE BOUT HIM. I HAVE BEEN THROUGH A LOT IN MY LIFE AND HAVE LEARNED A LOT AND HAVE ALWAYS PUT GOD FIRST. I HOPE I JUST FIND THAT RIGHT ONE OR HE MIGHT BE THAT RIGHT ONE. MY HEART IS CRYING OUT FOR HIM.…More