my heart is crying out to mario. since he has been out since 2000. i have liked him for a long time and i think that he is so special in every way. mario just doesnt know that watching his documentary had me in tears (for real) because we have so much in common with our mothers. i have delt with so much growing up because i have been put in a adult situation all of my life. i had always had to be the big sister even though i am the second to the last sister. i have 4 other siblings. one big brother (died at 31 from aids) two older sisters, one that is 24(currently in jail for murder since the age of 17.)another older sister that is 22(is mentally retarded) next is me. im 18 and last is my little sister which is 15 and doesnt have a clue about the real life(she loves to gang bang). my mother died in 2000 from aids. i always had to do everything for my two siblings (the mentally challenged one and the 15 year old one.) seeing mario's documentary made me think back to 2000 when i felt like everything and everybody were leaving me and i had nothing. i used my issues to make me stronger. i watched as mario was about to cry but he stayed strong and thats the most important thing to do. which is to stay strong because situations like that makes you stronger. i only pray that mario's mother stays clean and doesnt go back to her old habits because i didnt get the chance to see my mother go clean until she was laying on her death bed.

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escapelady