Ever since I was 13 years old, I am now 21, I been crushing on this guy name Derrick! He is my first crush ever, and the first guy I slow danced with. He was always a gentleman to me, never once thought I was a nerd or was ever mean towards me. I been in and out of relationships, through them all i always thought about him, what it would be like to be his girl. He left to a different high school when I was 14. We kind of kept in touch since, and I really dont think he knows how much I really like him. We actually recently started talking and its been a relief to know where hes at and that he still cares. This dude seriously has my heart, I would do anything for him, he's to sweet to pass up. Everytime we lose touch...we always end up finding each other or I always end up finding him, LOL. I wouldnt say I love him...but I really care about him. I really feel like he's the one. My heart is definetly crying out for him!