Holy Geez,
It has been a while.
School has begun and i am best friends with procrastination.
I have this essay due tomorrow and I haven't started. It's easy enough, I just work better under pressure.

SO...I did end up asking mickey blue eyes out. Turns out he has a girlfriend already. Talk about awkward. We are cool now though but still. I'm glad I did it.

Modeling is on hold now as I have to decide the path I must take in life. Something in entertainment for sure.

So tired of boys and their drama. There are like 4 guys fighting over my attention, but they didn't even think to find out if I was interested in them. Pointless arguments and I get bothered. LIke...dude..not interested at all. They don't even know if i'm in a relationship or not. They assumed I was available and interested and have done nothing but waste my time. They will learn in time...I hope.

I'm planning on going to NYC in August. It will be a fun trip for sure. Shopping, shows and shoes....thats all i need...sleep too.LOL

I deserve the Vacay after slaving away to school and work for 11 months. Thats enough to make a person go crazy,

I start the Gym again tomorrow...11 months of working out equals a hot body for NYC. I'm trying to increase muscle mass while keeping a lean body. I also get to eat lots of food which is awesome.

Thats all for now, have to get on that essay.

...and Mario, if you are reading this...big IF....i'll be as cut as you in 4 months, give you a run for your money.

hey all.

So...school starts in 3 days and i am mildly excited. I know i'll be busy for eleven months with school, work and modeling. Summer school will be alright...but to keep me going, i'll be going to florida for reading week and i'm currently planning a trip somewhere nice..I'm thinking either new york or cuba. maybe both..lol..we'll see how rich i am. But i definately want to be gone for two weeks. Maybe go with the significant other if i have one. Florida is already paid for, but the August 2009 trip, i've started saving already. I have $79 saved right now...haha...that should grow significantly in ten months.

Boy woes. I'm totally in love with this guy and i want to ask him out but that is scary territory..im not sure if i want to date him just yet..but i'll know for sure in november. i'll be talking to him till then..figure out if we are compatible..i just want to make sure i don't like him cause he's pretty, and smart, and nice and just fun and loves to travel and has the bestest blue eyes ever....i think its a man crush.

Fashion week happening again..LOL

OH my God....who would have guessed the wonders that await me...? School...I can’t wait. Well, in the time between my last post and now, I’ve quit the kitchen. Going to work as a server instead. The girls love me and the managers love my work ethic so I shouldn’t have a problem at all. I will work on my smart serve tonight and then go tomorrow to make my request known. Hopefully I get the days I want...may work the occasional Sunday. Boys are starting to take an interest in me...which would not be a problem if I liked them back. Just because I’m nice to you and treat you like human beings doesn’t mean I’m interested. Gosh...I’m way to busy for a relationship right now...there are so many loose ends i have to tie...but till then....i do not have the time. So much to do...and I do not have the heart to be a b**** to them...maybe i’ll weaken their love for me with extreme politeness. I have no problems being a b**** if they are persistent in their chase. Oh well.
Later days

Oh wow...how quickly the summer passes. Classes start in three weeks and I am excited. Work is going on well, though I need an upgrade. Friends are awesome and modeling is taking off. I had my first paid job two days ago and it was fun...loved it. The modeling is taking off at a pace I’m comfortable with and it’s great. I have a feeling this year is going to be a little crazier and just a lot more musical. Might enter a talent competition or two...just to get into it again...we’ll see what happens. I would like to headline a little show this year...definitely do-able. What really gets me excited though is the fact that I shall be hitting the gym again. This summer incapable of accommodating my gym schedule... but surprisingly... I’m still fit. I can still see my abs so it’s not a big deal. But I’ll be hitting the gym hard as soon as classes start. Can’t wait at all...muahaha.... well that’s it for now...
Later Dayz.

Well...it has been a while i must say. but do not be angry, for i have been busy. Work is a killer..the long hours doing mindless work is evil..can not wait for the summer contract to be over..i need a job with shorter hours for school as i will be very busy with that as well. Modeling is taking off slowly, which is a perfect pace for me right now. Had a shoot today that i must say is smashing. It was a lot of fun and im sure the next one will be better. The next photoshoot will be in Toronto on the 6th of August and i am excited. I will get to travel even for a short distance and i will go with my bestest bud. Honestly, I'm surprised i'm still modeling. I am the anti female but its fun. I guess one finally does grow up. Frankly...i blame television. But i'll take the fun while it lasts. Work tomorrow...yay..!!

My best gal has a birthday coming up and that shall be epic.

Later Dayz

Well..my birthday is over and it was a BLAST. it was the best birthday ever...loved it!

My friends were clever this year....loved the presents and everyone that came..lots of love in the room. Can't wait for the next one!!

Freeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeedom.
Three days to celebrate,
I survived work and now I must reward myself...LG, Life's good.

Baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah!

Work...Killing me!!

Need day off soon........BAAAAAAAAAQHH!!!

Two more work days off and its sexy birthday weekend....Muahaha..,it's not too bad!!

Well..lots of preparing to do for the coming weeks, but fun shall be had....It must, it must, it must.

Anywhoooooooo! Off to work...ten beautiful hours :D

Hey all...
So my birthday is coming up soon and i'm so excited. My best friends are planning it for me so its like a semi-surprise birthday. Whoooooo!

Excitednesssssssssssssss!

So i'll be 20 on the 20th....Excellent. I have to start off a new decade right.

Everyone will be dressed in their finest and we shall party till the break of dawn.

Ten more days!

The countdown begins!!

So I have the sweetest job ever!!! I love food..eating and making it.. and thats what i get paid to do. its a pretty sweet deal if you ask me.

the summer is under way and i am excited. my room is looking sweeter as the days go by and i'm having so much fun.

I'll be travelling with my sister to cuba in 2 weeks...its going to be the best time ever, not because its cuba, but because i get to hang with the little sis for a week straight, un-interupted and we get to do what we want to do. it will be great. then right after that, im going camping with the best buds.

My birthday is coming up soon. in 17 days to be exact, its a champagne birthday. i'll be 20 on the 20th. yay for champagne.

My photo shoot is going to be sweet. and since its a new year and decade i have decided to do something thats totally unlike my everyday persona. i'll something thats totally feminine...and then do something sporty..lol...no mix..just two different halves of me.

thats it for now...yeah...peace easy!!

ps...sorry this isn't well structured...i was in a rush..i will capitalize, structure and use the proper grammer structure next time...!

Later dayz