See theres this guy that I've been in love with for 2 years, but things just havent worked out between the two of us. Everytime we've goten anywhere near close to making it work, something goes wrong and we're pulled apart again. The two years that we've both spent trying to get things right and it never seems to be the right timing. I think it's safe to say that we've both broken eathothers hearts more than either of us can handel. When he's ready to make it work...I'm not, I'm still in pain from the last time things went wrong. When I was ready to try to make it work he wasn't ready. I saw him about a year ago in the hallway at school, but he was all over another girl. It tore my heart out to see it. It took me a long time to be ok with him again. But of course because I love him, i forgave him. We were ok with eachother for awhile. I decided to go for the long shot and ask him to go to my prom with me. I was stopped before I got to him though. When I turned to see who it was I saw that it was the girl I saw him with a few months ago. She was pregnant. Well it turns out that she was carrying his child. My heart broke. It still does when I think about it. I had to step out of it. I knew that the right thing to do was to let go and let him try for the sake of the baby. He didn't stay with her though. Oh no, instead for the first time ever he told me that he loves me!…More
My heart cries out for my love!
Mon, 12/17/2007 - 15:48 — Withu28See theres this guy that I've been in love with for 2 years, but things just havent worked out between the two of us. Everytime we've goten anywhere near close to making it work, something goes wrong and we're pulled apart again. The two years that we've both spent trying to get things right and it never seems to be the right timing. I think it's safe to say that we've both broken eathothers hearts more than either of us can handel. When he's ready to make it work...I'm not, I'm still in pain from the last time things went wrong. When I was ready to try to make it work he wasn't ready. I saw him about a year ago in the hallway at school, but he was all over another girl. It tore my heart out to see it. It took me a long time to be ok with him again. But of course because I love him, i forgave him. We were ok with eachother for awhile. I decided to go for the long shot and ask him to go to my prom with me. I was stopped before I got to him though. When I turned to see who it was I saw that it was the girl I saw him with a few months ago. She was pregnant. Well it turns out that she was carrying his child. My heart broke. It still does when I think about it. I had to step out of it. I knew that the right thing to do was to let go and let him try for the sake of the baby. He didn't stay with her though. Oh no, instead for the first time ever he told me that he loves me!…More