I took a real long thought about who i am crying out for, and i came up with the perfect person... My Aunt Janell. the reason why my heart is crying out for her, is for the simple fact that she is struggling with the disease that is well-known in my city and state, Baltimore, Maryland. Now, my aunt and I were very close when I was growing up. As a matter of fact we are 9 years apart. Ive just turned 20 as of october the 23rd, and i found out on my birthday that my aunt is in jail for 20-40 years. After getting that news that really broke my heart.For the simple fact that i remember her for how she use to be (without using drugs) and now to see her its like what in the heck happened. She was someone that i looked up too, she was a person that i always went to when ever my mother would get on my nerves lol...My aunt was my inspiration. She's the one that got me hooked on to singing and doing talent shows, and writing poetry. When i do talent shows and always i look out in the audience and i look for her face, it hits that she isnt the same person that i use to run too. The drugs that she is on are hereby followed: Heroin, crack, weed, method,. Just to name a few.Its hard for me to think about it for the simple fact that i know that shes not the same person. all that she is worried about is getting her "next fix".Janell is someone that can do well but she just cant because the drugs have her in another state of mind. I just cant get over the fact that my aunt is struggling with the disease.. There is my story